Trying (and failing) to be a good girlfriend

I swear I can be so annoyingly stubborn.

I'm sorry babe. I can't keep on blaming myself or experiences you know. If I don't immediately respond to your messages then maybe I am doing something pretty important. Or if not, I just let my phone ring and ignore your messages.

For more than 23 years, I've been used to such life. I can even leave my phone in my house and not worry as single thing. But things are changing now since I said "Yes" so I am trying to adjust. Unfortunately, my ignorance can go on miles. I'm just lucky that you still have the patience to continuously tolerate my attitude and I sometimes wish you'd just tell me how wrong I am instead of saying "it's okay".

But that's the main reason why in the first place I fell in love with you because you never change me. You just let me be and I think that's beautiful babe. Thank you so much for the utmost caring and understanding even sometimes we all know how I abuse such kindness. Hihi.

I love you still. Lemme be a better woman baby. Thank you.