Those times

I admit. I am not always who you wish I am.

I call this kind of change normal. There are days I don't love you. Like I wake up single and probably just another day without even bothering to open my phone with your morning messages. That's a fact.

There are also days I miss you soooooooooo much and I am always bothered to find my inbox empty. My thoughts are everywhere.

"Is he seeing another woman?"

"Is he bored with me already?"

"Am I becoming a boring woman?"

"Did he realize I am not worthy?"

But you never fail to remind me every day that I am your one and only. My mind is betraying me sometimes but I assure you that my heart is loyal. This too, I admit.

I am sorry babe if I am moody almost all the time. I am too unpredictable. There are days when I am craving for your voice, hug, kisses... and there are days you don't just exist. Haha! Well, guess that's me after all.

We're on our second month. Phew. Just two but I know we will add up more months and years. I believe that there's is no such thing as forever but whatever we have now is something I'd like to treasure til death bed. Hihi.

I love you too baby.

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